In 2022, I experienced several heart blocks after open heart surgery to correct a congenital heart defect. During the last two I passed out only to start dreaming in black and white. The last time, I was familiar enough to know I need to regain consciousness and I did find myself face down in my friends bathroom bathmat. Thankfully I made it to the ER because of good friends and husband with a pulse rate of 11, but lived to rally another day. This piece I what I saw during these times where I was unconscious